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The Solitary Wolf

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 4, 2007, 2:22 PM
And i wandered upon this earth.  It grew and changed all around me, yet i stayed the same.  I wandered far, too far, and i found myself a thousand miles away from those i once knew.  In my darkness i found the moon and all those mystical nightsongs i heard from the distance.  I lay in the snow amongst the tallest trees and waited for a star i could wish upon.  But I couldn't find the star, it was hidden behind the clouds.  I put my head down to sleep, and dreamed once more of a warm body laying beside of me.  I dreamed of that special place, a lair to call my own.  A place where nothing and no one could hurt me.  

I met another wolf one day, a black wolf with wild eyes but those wild ones are always the ones with the gentlest souls.  I could whisper a secret to him and he would already know it because he heard that same nightsong.  He could carry my secret with him a thousand miles away.  But he has his own wolfpack and i know, once again, i don't belong.  I pass by in the night, with sad smile knowing it was good to know you, if only for the shortest time.  Although i admit there is a part of me that longed to have your wild eyes watching me and perhaps i could show you a world you never knew.  You and i may be so much alike, but the world has had its wicked way with you and i wonder if you had forgotten how to wish upon the stars.

So my journey must continue alone.  I must leave the forest so one day i will reach the mountain, with the longest and hardest journey of all ahead of me.  And there, in the land beyond the forest, my beautiful wolfboy calls to me, but heaven is still a million miles away.


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PLAYLIST

Ancient Rites - Rubicon (progressive pagan/black) Love it!!
Moonsorrow - Kivenkantaja (folk/viking metal)
Draconian – The Burning Halo (beautiful doom/death)
Hanging Garden – Inherit the Eden (Finnish atmospheric doom)
Before the Dawn – Deadlight (dark/death metal)
Obsidian Gate – The Nightspectral Voyage (symphonic black)
Turisas - Battle Metal/The Varangian Way (viking metal)
Dawn of Solace - The Darkness (dark/death metal)
The Eternal – Sleep of Reason (doomy gothic metal)
Dargaard – The Dissolution of Eternity (dark wave)
Darkwell – Suspiria (dark/gothic metal)
Suidakra - Calendonia/The Arcanum (melodic black/death)
Enisferum - Victory Songs (viking metal)
Mercenary - The Hours That Remain (progressive metal)
Enslaved - Ruun (epic/intense black)
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Amon Amarth - Fate of Norns/With Oden On Our Side (viking metal)
Fjoergyn - Ernte Im Herbst (symphonic black/pagan)
Midnattsol - Where Twilight Dwells (folk metal)
Mysticum - In The Streams of Inferno (black metal)
Daylight Dies - Dismantling Devotion (melodic death metal)
Thronar - For Death & Glory (epic viking)
Nokturnal Mortum - To The Gates... (symphonic black)
Catamenia - Eskhata (melodic black/death)

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  • Listening to: metal
  • Watching: my lava lamp
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:iconstregian:
-licks you in wolfish style- Aw, Don't be lonely. I may not be near but I can hear yoru wolfy cry and answer. In that way, we are never alone. -wags tail-
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:iconwolfenchanter:
:aww: -lifts paw- I always appreciate your support :heart:
It's funny how words just come like that... I was thinking about how sometimes we can meet others who we feel an immediate bond with, but you wonder if they feel it too. And deep down you know that you just gotta move on cos they're not meant to be with you on your life journey. But I'm more reflective than melancholy :) -wags tail too-
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:iconstregian:
I've thought of myself as a packless wolf since I was a teenager and occasionally I catch a distant cry that calls out to me and I call back. But we are just too far away to ever run together but it helps me know I am not totally alone. I kinda see this as the same thing. You aren't alone. You're just...far away. :>
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:iconwolfenchanter:
Yeah, i'm pretty much a packless wolf too, since i was a teenager too. I feel the same as you expressed :) We may not run together, but we can hear each other howl.
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:iconstregian:
^_^ And that brings some comfort. I'd probably cramp your style if we ran together anyway.
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:iconwolfenchanter:
Yes indeed :hug:
Cramp my style? lol
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:iconstregian:
Hey, I get on my own nerves....so imagine what everyone else thinks. :D
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:iconwolfenchanter:
lol! I can't imagine i'm the easiest person in the world to get along with either :D At least we are self-aware. Some people just have no idea when their company is annoying others.
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